...It is not about. Useful. Of course, I take pride in my work. I would be more than happy to...utilize, use those talents, make a change. A meaningful change. Benefit the world.

[A little vague gesture with a waggle of his fingers, like he's acting as puppeteer.]

But to be nothing more than...pawn, tool, demeaned, based to...nothing, nothing at all. Cog in the system. I want to work. But not with zero, close to...zero consideration for what I desire, either.