Maybe. But I did some horrible things... I'd understand if they still hated me.
[She doesn't resist as his arm draws around her, but she doesn't trust herself to look at him, either. Her vision blurs with tears; she doesn't remember the last time she's been close to someone like this, and it's getting harder by the second to ignore the lump rising in her throat.]
It would have been better if they and all their other friends survived here, not me. And now you're being so nice to me when I don't deserve it. I really am awful.
[She wipes her eyes with the back of her hand. Now he's probably going to regret talking to such a miserable person and ruining the gathering for him, too.]
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[She doesn't resist as his arm draws around her, but she doesn't trust herself to look at him, either. Her vision blurs with tears; she doesn't remember the last time she's been close to someone like this, and it's getting harder by the second to ignore the lump rising in her throat.]
It would have been better if they and all their other friends survived here, not me. And now you're being so nice to me when I don't deserve it. I really am awful.
[She wipes her eyes with the back of her hand. Now he's probably going to regret talking to such a miserable person and ruining the gathering for him, too.]