It's not just about Papa, though... [Her smile becomes a bit more strained, and she shakes her head.]

The thought is nice, but I haven't done anything to deserve a parade. First, I need to work hard to help lots of people and make up for all the bad things I did.

[Then, she might feel like she's a good dragon worthy of all the praise her worshippers once heaped on her, even if she can never undo the harm she caused.]