I was alone for... a very long time. I had to hide in order to stay safe.

[She looks down at her plate. There's a lot more she could say, but she's reluctant to.]

And then when I found people who were kind to me, I fell asleep for a long time. When I woke up, they were all gone. After that, Papa came back, so... I stayed away from people so I wouldn't hurt anybody.

Because of all of that... I never had time to think about finding a partner. Even if I found somebody, I would just bring them pain.