I suspect if I were born into it, I wouldn't find it exhausting to consider. However, I really don't care to get my hands dirty when others could do so in my stead. No reason for me to expend any unnecessary effort.
[Which may be more telling than she should like it to be. At the same time, she suspects her initial impression already says plenty about the kind of person she is. She doesn't want to have to work any harder than she likely already will.]
Although I feel what you say contradicts what you do. You prefer to be behind the scenes and yet it sounds as though you mean to have a direct involvement in whatever this... war is. Or is going to be. You can't be both.
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[Which may be more telling than she should like it to be. At the same time, she suspects her initial impression already says plenty about the kind of person she is. She doesn't want to have to work any harder than she likely already will.]
Although I feel what you say contradicts what you do. You prefer to be behind the scenes and yet it sounds as though you mean to have a direct involvement in whatever this... war is. Or is going to be. You can't be both.